ADDICTED TO PoRnOgRaPhY                         

My heart was racing as I stood at the counter to buy my video. I had plans to go home and watch my new movie. I was thankful I didn't know anyone at the store, after all, I wasn't announcing I was addicted to pornography. After viewing my videos and masturbating I would have my usual feeling of guilt and shame. I was angry and upset with myself that I didn't possess the power to overcome my addiction. I was like a yo-yo, happy with my life one moment, and overcome the next, my mind battling back and forth. This battle in our mind is so powerful it can't be ignored! It's not something we'll grow out of, or something we need to get over! This type of negative behavior will only push the pornographer out to the edge, where he can dangle alone. When lustful thoughts enter our minds, nothing will get in our way until we get our fix. This battle is often masked by the professionalism of the one trapped, so that no one can see his struggle. We are good at hiding behind this mask when the fight for our mind is in full force.

“As a young boy of 12 or 13, I encountered, outside the home, in the local grocery and drug stores, soft-core pornography."

-Ted Bundy

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Escaping Pornography